Drifting Cloud [Sakura]

2004-12-27T10:32:00.000-08:00

Heyo... back liaoz... erm... haven't been posting... too busy... erm... welll back from me holiday to Australia liaoz erm... sorry Amanda... i couldn't make it.. er.... came back on the 26th... welll things have been going well... erm... enjoyed my trip to Australia.. i went to a farmstay... cool.... but the horse sort of cleared its nose and welll got its snot all over my leg.... went to many beaches with sand so fine and water so clear... and many seashells.. lolx... got scratched by a rabbit.... anyway.... spent most of my time completing Kingdom hearts Chain of Memories... nice game... and at the end.... the theme song [Simple and Clean] Came on.... nice ... anyway .... Choir ended liaoz.... went to see a Chirtsmas Concert.... blah blah blah... all those things...presently.... i have 4 jian baos to go .... yeah well gtg liaoz ~ bye ~

2004-11-25T23:42:00.000-08:00

had Choir again... before i went to school... i completed 2 Zhou Jis lolx.... feel so nice... choir... today was different... it was exceptionally funny... lolx... and we learnt a cute new piece lolx... called onde onde... y.p. didn't come cos she was sick... sigh.. miss her... lolx... i actually wanted to wait for my friends but she was in a meeting ... it was taking very long so.. i decide to leave without her... lolx.. but had a great day... y.h. sent me a blogskin... how nice... i love it y.h. lolx... thanx well i gtg liaoz ~ see ya ~

2004-11-24T23:37:00.001-08:00

went shopping with my mum and sis today.... guess who i ran into... Michelle Cheong and Olinda Cho... lucky day... spent the whole day out cos i had to get new clothes for my cousins wedding dinner... actually i liked pink of the piece i chose but going to a dinner... pink seems so inappropriate... but had a great day out... lolx.... we went from isetan to ngee ann city then back to isetan again... lolx... went back at 8... missed xi ling men... so sad... anyway did my Zhou Ji today... left it half complete cos i had to sleep... and leave some time to blog... lolx... ~ see ya ~

2004-11-24T23:37:00.000-08:00

did my Zhou Ji today... left it half complete cos i had to sleep... and leave some time to blog... lolx... i haven't got much to say so... ~ see ya ~

2004-11-23T19:30:00.000-08:00

been playing Sims 2 ... made a new family... i was sick of the old one because of the child.. so irritating... sigh... boring day again...sigh... nothing much so ~ see ya ~

2004-11-22T23:05:00.000-08:00

went for choir again... lolx... fun as usual didn't have lunch with me friends cos i felt so extra... only junior sec 1 there ... sigh... and besides ... they were going to eat with mr lai... and all of them are in the exco... but me... so.. i decided to ta pao back.... to eat.. anyways... wanted to go to my grandma's but my mum said no... they were going to west mall ... so... i got tricked in to going there... we went to the library then KFC then home... pretty much boring... did 2 newspaper articles at 10 lolx... well i gtg liaoz ~ see ya ~

2004-11-22T19:24:00.000-08:00

watch the incredibles.... it totally rocked... lolx... planning to watch it again... my aunt has already watched it twice.. cool... had piano lesson today... sigh... theory... sigh... it is going to clash with the up coming S.Y.F sigh... + Sec 2 streaming... bad year... sigh... i hope i can pull trough... well i gtg liaoz ~ see ya ~

2004-11-21T18:59:00.000-08:00

today's sunday.... went to my grandma's again cos i go there every sunday... anyway... major news my tuition teacher is working as an air stewadess now... so... her schedule is very random... so... she told all her students including me... that... she couldn't continue teaching us... so sad... i kinda liked her... she was good... she helped me improve... so... i m not planning to get another one... so... going to depend n myself from now on... well at least until i think i need a tuition teacher... got one on standby lolx... anywayz... bathed late again lolx.. well i gtg liaoz ~ see ya ~

2004-11-20T18:53:00.000-08:00

went for badminton today... lolx... i actually wanted to quit... cos i can't stand the coach... sigh... so my father lectured me... sigh... then when we got there... he talked to the coach telling his that we've just recovered from cough... more like bronchitis... anyway... so... he sent me to the more linient coach... i was happy there... even though the drills were sort of simple... he is obviously the opposite of the other coach... sigh... i haven't be able to sleep ... keep think of something... anayway i gtg liaoz ~ see ya ~

2004-11-19T22:17:00.000-08:00

went to my grandma's again... i always go there on fridays... morning and night... lolx.... but did nothing much.... just played the ps2... so pretty much boring lahz... miss the schooling days lolx... well nothing much to say so ~ see ya ~

2004-11-18T18:48:00.000-08:00

went for choir today... sigh... learnt the set piece again.. it's torture... so horrible... the tune is so arh.... thinking of it sends chills up my spine.... lolx... but still had a great time... Mr Lai was so funny... as usual lolx... had lunch with y.p. and Theresa lolx... stopped of at my grandma's again... lolx... sadly.. bro and sis were there... so... there goes my turn.... well i gtg liaoz ~ see ya ~

2004-11-17T18:40:00.000-08:00

went to the library today... before that... i went to school to meet y.h. lolx... so we both set out to eat lunch... we both wanted to eat chicken rice... so... we went to the stall... too bad... the stall was closed... so... we went to another one... lolx... then the place was full... so we went to eat some where else... surprisingly... it was less crowded and... erm... the chicken rice was superb.. lolx.... on our way to the library... we saw a guy who looked exactly like toro... with specs lolx... cool.... so.. we went to the library... lolx... and got our books... lolx... then we went to west mall to window shop... well sort of... we got a present for hui xing... then went home... lolx... had a really great day today lolx...

2004-11-16T22:46:00.000-08:00

had choir practice today.... sigh... practiced a indian song... and we saw our S.Y.F piece... iit is a mixture of 4 languages... crazy lahz... then there is this part where erm... the 4 vocal part each of them have to sing a diffenrent language.... very messy...tune is also extreme weird... and the piano part is even worse.... sigh... i hope we can master it quickly.... anyways... choir was same as usual... bad thing... was... my mum left without me to my grandma's house... cos my aunt got sick suddenly....sigh... then had piano... lolx.. it was ok lahz... just learnt a really weird piece...my bro was at me gradme's for like the whole day and had dinner there... sigh... then we went there... to watch the last episode of the champions... sigh... not a very nice ending.... well i gtg liaoz ~ see ya ~

2004-11-15T22:30:00.000-08:00

went to west coast park today... not my idea... my father forced us to go.... not fair... he was going to see his friends.... they were so enthu lorx.... play this play that... i got sunburned ok... then we went to the mcdonalds over there... ate something... half way... my father siad... we are going to eat lunch... but i just ate... crazy lahz... so i just went to drink 1 and half cups of sugarcane juice... lolx... i was mighty thirsty...lolx...then i went to jp with my mum to get my assessments and go shopping... lolx... had i pretty tiring day lolx.... well i gtg liaoz ~ see ya ~

2004-11-14T23:15:00.000-08:00

sigh....had lunch at west mall lolx....went to the new restaurant... guess who i met there.... hui ling... my best friend... from pei hwa last year... lolx... it was her bro who spotted us... we were going to the same restaurant...lolx... it was nice to meet her again.... lolx... the side dishes were nice... but the food... the lamian... what a disappointment...sigh ... went to my grandma's today again... erm... this time use the ps2 last.... played until 7.10 from 6 lahz.... so.... all the food got taken.... i was left with rice and tofu... hat was worse is that my bro accused moi of playing 1 hour my time limit... crazy... he said i played until 8 crazy... he himself played till 8.30 ... with my cos... they played metal slug 2... sigh... not my day... so ... my cousins folowed us home... they turned the house upsidedown running... shouting.... playing.. laughing... hollering... sigh... how am i going to watch land before time [V] in peace.... sigh... then it continued tilll the land before time [VI] sigh... but... got a hold of the story... then they finally went home at 10.10... peace... until my brother started pesteringto play chess [chinese] with me.. sigh... but i didn't... lolx... well i gtg liaoz ~ see ya ~

2004-11-13T18:21:00.000-08:00

Didn't go for badminton today still sick... thinking of quiting... cos i can't stand the instructor's temper.... went to my grandma's after having lunch at railmall.... erm.... bro told me that i could use the ps2 longer than he could if i let him use it first.... well.... he stretched his time on purpose... so... my sis didn't get a turn and i didn't get to use it for long... sigh... brothers... well i gtg liaoz ~ See Ya ~

2004-11-12T18:38:00.000-08:00

sigh... had to go to school for the trainee prefect thingy... sigh... first... we had to play this lame ice breaker thing.... then erm... had to mak a speech about ourselves... and got interviewed... 1 by 1 .... arh....waited so long lorx... then erm... had to listen to Mr Ng lecture us... sigh... lots of crap... then erm.... this is only the beginning... when school commences... on the 1st week we have to go for an interview again... not by the prefects... but by Mr Ng.... that's bad... then erm... after that ... 3rd week another interview.... all these to become a trainee... not fair... then erm... see how it goes if they like u... in a few weeks time... u become a prefect... some times... might stretch till 6 months before they make a decision... that dumb... anyway.... went to my grandma's lolx... well i gtg liaoz ~ see ya ~

2004-11-11T18:45:00.000-08:00

even though today is supposed to be a holiday... spent most for the time at home... cos... sister is sick... most of the families are having a great time outside.. while mine just stays home and sulk... sigh... sigh... so... did nothing...much... watched tv and went to my grandma's ... oh.... and me bro hogged the whole ps 2 so... didn't do much too... just watched him play.... sigh... *boring* well i gtg liaoz ~ see ya ~

2004-11-10T22:50:00.000-08:00

another boring day... sigh... it's like i dunno... the day passes so quickly... when u r not noticing... the day has already passed...... oh... i helped my maid plant aloe vera.... lolx... found quite cutes ones from the garden.... sigh... then went to my grandma's well played a while of ps2 then watch tv... then my sis came back... fell ill again... i think she was having a fever... so... well mum has gotta take care of her... well gtg liaoz ~ see ya ~

2004-11-09T22:38:00.000-08:00

had a great day today... went to j.p. waith y.h. after piano lesson... what was eveen better was that my teacher fetched me to the bukit batok interchange... lolx... so... reached there exactly on the dot 1.00pm lolx...

so... we wanted to go to Mcdonals... but y.h. saw grace... so... had a hard time deciding where to eat... lolx... so we settled down at a place... then ate fish and chips...sigh... they bluff one.. the magnify the whole pic of the dosh... so when we bought it... it was like the size of junior kids meal... and it cost $6.50... colossal waste of money... anyway... so... we went to buy a drink... then set of to find my mum a present... lolx... then we came across a vending machine that sells lollipops... lolx... it's a very interesting process of how the lollipop comes out... funny too... lolx... then we went to popular... not my day today... after i got my stuff.. wanted to pay for it... there were 2 counters.. so y.h. wanted to go to the other one... so... i said ok u go... then when it was my turn to pay... erm.. the stupid machine broke down... person cannnot open the cash box... and then waited so long... then she took out a pen and paper and write down the code of the item... siao rite... waited darn long lahz... lolx... sway lorx... some more i bought quite some stuff lolx.. poor y.h. i think she wait until tian1 liang4 lahz... lolx... then we went to get my mum's present... we went to Charmeleon... the get something and went to giftland...got a cute bottle with writings on it... then erm... then we starting walking around the whole of j.p. went to centuary sails... gift a name... perlini's erm... jennifer... erm.. many other places... lifestyle... liberty market... lolx... until we got pretty tired.. lolx... so... ok we went home... lolx... on the way back... i suddenly remembered that erm... i forgot to pass y.h. the CME info stuff... so... halfway it started raining.... darn... so... i went to west mall for while cos my mum wanted me to get some stuff.... so.. went i came out.. te rain just stopped.. lolx... just arrived at the interchange when the bus came.. lolx.. quite lucky lolx... so... had a great day out lolx...

then erm.. was dead tired when my father came back... then he asked me to go to west mall with him to but my mum a cake and a present... so tired... but i didn't want to disappoint him... so i went... together with my sister... so i decided to buy a slice of cake for her... cos she was quite unhappy bout the fact that erm... we were going to get a cake.... she thinks it's embarrassing lolx... modern yah... lolx... so... we topped it of with some cookies... cos she wants to see how the cookies taste like... then try to bake it lolx... then went to popular to get a pallete cos my sis needs it... actually my sis wanted to get to wattish... but u no... my father is those type of people... either after getting their things or cannot find... go home straight... very difficult to go out shopping with... lolx... so he almost scolded my sis for nothing... very impatient.. lolx.. so we went to Lee hwa jewellary to got my mum something... lolx... spent like hald an hour choosing the perfect necklace for her... she doesn't really appreciate purple gold... so we got her a diamond necklace... at first we wanted to get a pendant + chain then father changed to earrings but changed back lolx... cos so indecisive... lolx.. so... got the right one... beautiful and suits her... lolx... although she said she never wanted anything.. but i think she really liked it... lolx... and the cake too... of course we didn't sing... remember... embarrassing... lolx...

well... had a really great day out... lolx... out the whole day... couldn't do any assignments.. so... tomorrow.. must make up for it... and must study for theory exam... sigh.... hope i do well... ah... feel very satisfied... shopping with y.h. was awesome... lolx... but now... must concentrate on work liaoz... rested for 1 week liaoz... must jia1 bei4 nu3 li4 lolx... zai4 jie1 zai4 li4 lolx.. :) well i gtg liaoz ~ see ya ~

2004-11-08T22:17:00.000-08:00

oh... had choir today... it was quite fun... but we were stuck on the same song for 3 hours!!! can you believe it... just to perfect it... but it was a very funny procdedure... we were made to make silly sounds... which was quite embarrassing.... lolx... everyone was laughing... sigh... i dun think S.H. and i are friends anymore... it's like so difficult to talk to her.. even she doesn't want to talk to me.. i think she is avoiding me... i also never do anything... talking to her is like so weird now.. there is this feeling of unfamiliarity... or sth like that... i guess it's over then...even my friends noticed that i'm that close to her anymore... sigh... maybe it's me... even my friends who ware closer to her sort of avoid me... like a pest... they don't talk to me anymore... i recall... on the last day of school... cos we ad nothing to do ... so we played murderer... S.H. and i were still talking and laughing... my other friends too... now... it's like i am a pest... disliked by everyone... i hope tomorrow would cheer me up... me going out with Y.H. sigh... but have to go through my piano lesson first.. i hope everything goes well tomorrow... well i gtg liaoz ~ see ya ~

2004-11-07T16:40:00.000-08:00

came back from malaysia... man... going there and coming back jam like siao... and worse... under the sorching sun... it feels great to be back in Singapore where it's safe... there is a sense of insecurity there... feels like you can never expect what is going to happen... and the hygiene level is way down... the nice part was that... my father got a free night stay at a extremely big suite lolx... could even play badminton in there... lolx... oh... the first day was kinda boring... but the next day... played volleyball badminton and erm... went to the games room to play table tennis... and... billard... lolx...scored to 2 or 3 balls in... lolx... did quite alot.. very fun lolx... but still it's great to be back in Singapore where it's safer

2004-11-05T17:12:00.000-08:00

oh... had my hair cut a few days ago... lolx... at the salon near my house ppl say i look more like a girl now... last time very ah mah like... lolx... i had to wait for half an hour... or maybe 45 mins... the hair dreser told me to come at 4 but they weren't finished... so waited... and waited.... and waited.... lolx... finally my turn... lolx... it didn't take very long i think she didn't want to cut my hair too much cos she didn't want to destroy the shape... she said it was nice so... if she cut some more... erm... it might be destroyed... oh... and my fringe is now starting from my eyebrow.... going downwards... but... mum says no difference.... man... paid $12 for such a short trim.... sigh... waste money... lolx... well at least i cut my hair ... it's shorter mow... lolx...

2004-11-04T18:40:00.000-08:00

played sims again... this time it's good news... my sims reached the platanium mood.. ah.. so happy... they didn't go crazy no more... the baby is going to become a toddler on the next day... maybe i'll put aging off when she becomes a teenager... lolx.. then her parents won't turn into elders... maybe i'll use the elixer of life... lolx.. sigh... started on maths liaoz... forgot to cut out the newspaper article.. sigh.. huang na was actually suffocated to death... those people are just to cruel.. she is just 9... sigh.. my condolences... anyway... i'm bored to tears... lazing around at home.. even play the com is so boring... i might find homework entertaining.. sigh.. pls... let me find sth to do... oh... might not get the slot for the ssc on 9th and 10th liaoz ... cos miss susan cheng is on leave... and jing ru can't go liaoz -sobs- so.... just the 5 of us... planning to cut my hair though.... maybe tomorrow... my aunt is complaining bout my hair having no style... weird... lolx... well i gtg liaoz ~ see ya ~

2004-11-03T20:34:00.000-08:00

erm... some animations have been taken out cos the site was shut down...sigh.... went to see the doctor today... she said that i've got another new bug again...sigh... noow the medication doses have been increased to 3 puffs per day for ventolin and seretide... sigh.. also she says that i might be on the ahsmatic side... i dun wanna be ahsmatic... anyway... spent half the day out today.... had fun... lolx... guess who i saw at isetan... Joanne peh... u no... the one shooting the advert on lux ; white spa lolx... i think she walks pretty fast... one moment she's hear... once u turn ur back for a sec... she's like have teleported for here to there... lolx... i think she looks better on tv... though she looks taller in real life... but the make up on tv covers all her moles on her face... she's got 3 on her face... lolx... anyway... had a great day out lolx... well gtg liaoz ~ see ya ~

2004-11-02T22:37:00.000-08:00

played sims again today... then one of my sim went crazy then this scientist guy flew into the house and started counselling him... i think their relationship is going down... they can't do some skills... dunno wat's wrong lahz... i think he went crazy 3 times... anyway... the social bunny came... then i chased him away by asking my sim to give it a family kiss.... then it bounced away... haw haw haw ... then both of their social and fun went red... so... couldn't do much... lolx... sigh... going to see the doctor tomorrow morning.... i hope i dun get anymore medication... after that going town... lolx... i really gotta get out of the house... lolx... something's wrong with me... i keep feeling so lethargic... cannot concentrate... feeling so weird... something is weighing me down... but i dunno what... sigh... well gtg liaoz ~ see ya ~

2004-11-01T22:09:00.000-08:00

sigh... so bored today... anyway... managed to finish me theory... me father bought a big exercise ball... but mostly used for boucing lolx... sigh... watched 5 hours of tv hahax... i guess too bored lahz... but don't feel like soing homework... man... hope i can see my old friends again...sth major happened today... sea cucumber asked me if i had a sister... then asked how old... guess what was the reason... once a pervert always a pervert... he wanted to go out with her... too bad she was too young... i said that he was like 8 yrs older then her... and he replied... age doesn't matter... as long as we are fated... siao rite... then i said u will never meet her... and he still said.. if we are fated... he is such a lao uncle... frog lusting after a swan's flesh... pervert... i think something hit his head... father said sth even worse... i think better not sae... something about... i was a boy before i know what he is thinking...blah blah blah... [confidential...] i think they are both crazy... well gtg liaoz ~ see ya ~

2004-10-31T18:30:00.000-08:00

Ah... played the sims again ... at first i thought that the progamme had an error so.. i took the disc out... who knew the progamme started halfway through... so... i think that was what caused the lag... so lagggy... spent most of my time waiting... sigh... hope the progamme will be fine the next time i play it... sigh... going to see the doctor on wednesday... i think i would be out the whole day though.... maybe going to town... anyways... going to volunteer at the science centre on 9th nov... and 10th nov... sigh... me mum's birthday on 9th.. and i would be out for i think half a day.... hope my mum doesn't mind.. i think i'll be getting a present for her... almost forgot today is halloween... nothing special though... me lucky cousin got to go to a halloween party... then went trick or treating.... lolx... and she is only 4 lolx... sigh.... been very bored these days... i dun think i 'll be starting my holiday assignments yet cannot concentrate... sigh... oh... must finish thoery...well gtg liaoz ~ see ya ~

2004-10-30T18:49:00.000-07:00

i've ran out of almonds... so... can't make the almond cookies... so... i went out with my mum t but some... well we ended up going to west mall to look around... we were deciding to go to Clementi to but dinner... but sadly... it rained... so... cancelled the plan... couldn't go to H.L.'s fair... anyways she gave back the tickets... so...no problem lahz... sigh.. had no dinner again... just instant noodles... i think i am going to go on a diet for these two months of holidays... ah.. just finished learning my sonatina... took me 1 month to learn the whole song... sigh.. wonder how long a sonata[longer version of sonatina usually 7-8 pages]would take me... theory exam's in half a year.. grade 5 must pass...stress.... must work hard... well... gtg liaoz ~ see ya ~

2004-10-29T17:01:00.000-07:00

sigh... today is the last day of school...sigh... i am going to miss all my friends... we had a farewell ceremony for Mr hang... and the choir sang his favourite song... the thing is ... he was supposed to stand in the middle of the hall but he didn't so failure... anyway... it went well just that it was too soft... haix...next year sec 2 laioz.. going to be a tough year as this batch of sec 2s did better than expected.. so standards will be raised... so i dunno if i can make it... anyway.. made salad today... lolx... tasted quite nice... lolx... [self praise] but as they say... food that is made by yourself... always tastes nice... as it is your hardwork... not seeing the doctor tmr .. and dunno whether can go out or not.. well gtg liaoz ~ see ya ~

2004-10-28T20:50:00.000-07:00

sigh... we've been assaigned our holiday homework... man... won't let us have a long...... long break... must give homework mehz... sigh... might as well.. i've got theory homework too... hope i pass... no.. i must pass... if not... can't go for grade 6 practical... hope the choir doesn't sing out of tune tmr... that would be too embarrassing... i am officially a nocturnal person.. can't sleep on the night... get sleepy in the day -_-zZ... sigh... and my condition is not improving... sigh.. hope i get well soon... must study to beat sea cumumber... sigh... -_-

2004-10-28T16:41:00.000-07:00

sigh.... everyone got their report book back... and sea cumumber topped the class again... y.h. got 5th and me... they took my CA2 marks... sigh... not fair... so i dropped by 0.2% sigh... i should have gone for the exams... now my marks come out like that... Grace said that 8th and above on the whole level can get a $500 scholarship... well i got 9th ... so that's too bad... i hope i can achieve higher marks next year and beat sea cumumber... well he got away this year... now in Thailand... well tomorrow is the last day of school we are having a performance for Mr Hang... boring... we have to sing the school song and sing his favourite song twice... doubt anyone would be that patient... as to listen to us sing... only happy thing is that we don't have to do spring cleaning... lolx... sighs... so tired... anyway i gtg liaoz ~ See ya ~

2004-10-26T18:32:00.000-07:00

sigh... tomorrow or some other day... my friends are going to get their overall results for EOY... sigh... me and pearlyn would be sitting there doing nothing... i bet i'll get 39th position.... i have been dropping tremendously and i didn't do my best for my other 3 terms... sigh... y did i have to fall ill... i was suppoesed to beat sea cucumber for the EOY so close... yet so far... sigh... i must beat sea cucumber... that's final... what made my day worse was that... i was betrayed so was y.h. ... stabbed in the back... my friends...

they talked bad about me and y.h. behind our backs .. they said i wanted to make merit for my projects... what did they expect me to do... i assigned the duties... they not happy... change and change... in the end i did most of the work... and they keep saying... i dunno how to do this... dun have time... excuses all coming... and made me stay at the art room after school till 6 alone with y.h.'s group while they went for tuition and went back home.. i mean how unfair is that... they only came for like a second then talk talk talk talk... then left me there to do all the stuff... i stayed up till 11.30 to do the shading toning thing....while they go off to sleep saying i can't concentrate i need to sleep ... i m very tired... then what about me... piano exam.. EOY... tuition... others.... at least try to help right... i also try my best to u no... do my part of the work.. they complained about needing help so i helped ... then they say i make merit... what do they want from me... i do this not happy.. say i never help.... i help already... say i want to make merit they feel bad then last minute want to make merit when i have already finished the work... what do they want from me... all they think about is them... them... them... did they weven stop to consider how i am feeling... last minute then say what i want to make merit then do all the work[sorry repeat loads of times... pouring out my agony...] then want to snatch back the work that has already been done... even worse... wanted me to split the work evenly when i have already done so much... [mcuh worse stuff i don't even wanna say....] T_T that was for art... then we were in the same group again this time with Y.H. too... they are so unfair ok... i set most of the questions... for graciousness.... then help give out the servey with y.h. cause the other member got her other friends from another class to do it... can u believe that... it is our project... how can she do that... not very nice... then... helped with other stuff too... then leader said i never do anything... so do the whole information report... by myself... help... so... y.h. did and in the end she did most of it... i feel so bad.. shouldn't have gave her the report and done it myself instead... she has already done so much... sorry y.h. then we did the editing and stuff they not happy... thrn ask us to do it again... what are we... dogs...slaves... they can help us too right... then last minute feign sympathy.. and say what i feel so bad make you both do all the work... well again try to take back what was done... sigh... what could we do... there was this science project for our questa club.. well they owe they 5 stars to me and y.h. ok... one said that she had tuition and they other one said got CMC[computer mastering] and dumped the work on us... who knew... the MRL was closed... just our luck... so we went to plead with the guy to let us use the coms while he teaches his class .... luckily... he agreed... so grace gave us the complied excel results which we did not really comprehend... then so we started doing our project... then the MRL opened for a while.. but when we went up there... well it was closed.. so y.h. bargained for an extention of the dateline to 5... whew... so .. then we went to tell her the plight we were in... so she let us use the tutorial room... whew... close shave... so we did the whole thing... they were not even happy for what we done for them... i went around the school surveying ppl... y.h. also did her part... some more both of them had the lighter load ok... so... we manged to finish the project at 4.45... and got a sneak peak at the science marks... so actually we should have 2 stars more and they should have 2 stars less ok... worse thing is s.h. went home with the rest of the survey results... so... had to settle that with Mrs Chen... luckily she gave us till the next day to give the survey forms... so that's how we got the 5 stars... they were like blamming us that we didn't do it properly when the results came back... so... made us do the typing again... while they sit there enjoy air con... at least they gave some ideas... what did we do so now... we are supposed to form our own CME groups... well last minute... literally... they changed groups... and they gave us like a few minutes to discuss who to group with when everybody was taken... how... how... we felt so backstabbed lorx... i mean we treated them as u know... good friends... and thought about how they felt before saying certain things... and comforted one of them when she cried... then this is how they treat us... is like they have no conscience they never thought how we felt... i mean ... they weren't like feeling anything when they told us they wanted to change group they were smiling and laughing not feeling sorry or anything... and said sorry ah... ah.... what is the ah there for... that's not being sincere lorx... but they did ask me if its ok... nut what is the use.. the fact is that they already want to change group.. which means they don't want to work with us... man we can take hints.. don't need to give stupid excuses like sorry ah... but we can't work with u... its like they just bought a new toy... played with it ... now its old ... bye bye into the dumpster u go... how are we suppoesed to feel... i mean if it happened to them... how would they feel... so during recess... we went to see miss moeyd[i think that's how u spell it... wat eva] so. she agreed to let the both of us just the both of us.. me and y.h. be in group 10... lolx... happy... anyway... now i feel a strong sense of animosity for those two so called friends... sigh.... feel so betrayed... anyway... we don't need.. we can work on our own... since we have been doing most of the work... so look on the bright side of life.. no more bossing around... unfair work load... sigh...

i mean... what i'm trying to say is... they ought to think over what they have done u know... search their conscience or soul wateva... not always pushing the blame to us... we already did the best we could... so what more do they want... want us the vomit blood ansd die.. then they happy ahz....try so hard to achieve their expectations... then they still not happy... this is called... the silent dog bites... this time there are two...

IF U GUYS ARE SO CLEVER... DO IT YOURSELF... WHY BOTHER TO GET US TO DO IT... THINK SO EASY AHZ... BOSS US AROUND THEN STILL WANT US TO BE UP TO YOUR EXPECTATIONS... FAT HOPE LAHZ... NOT EVERYONE IS PERFECT... I KNOW U ALL 2 ENGLISH VERY GOOD LAHZ... IF U KNEW THAT... Y ASK US TO DO ALL THE REPORTS.. WHILE U ALL ENJOY THE COMFORT OF YOUR HOUSES... WHILE WE ARE SLOGGING OUT GUTS OUT.. YOU GUYS ARE SLEEPING... Y NEED TO SLEEP SO MUCH.. BEAUTY SLEEP AH.... WE ALL LIKE BEARLY GOT 8 HOURS OF SLEEP KIES... WE ALSO HAVE HOMEWORK OK... SOME MORE GOT PROJECT.... WANT US TO DIE THEN U GAN1 XIN1 IZZIT HUH... WELL I BET U GUYS R HAPPY WE ARE NOT IN UR GROUP ANYMORE...WELL WE DON'T NEED U EITHER... THE 2 OF US IS ENOUGH... BET ..................................................... pls... have some conscience.... search ur souls.... if u even have them.... u can't blame us for the marks we got for CME... even the stupid mind map... yes s.h. helped... but what happened to Grace... so... t.b. we did our part... and extra ok... so the marks we've actually pian2 yi2 ni2 men2 ok... stop blamming us and do some reflections of your own!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -really pissed off-

i think maybe our friendship has ended... more or less.. it has become more strained after today... so what's the use of clinging onto something that you already know is going to end sooner or later... the misunderstanding between them and us is just too deep... sigh.. i think this friendship cannot be salvaged... so i dunno lahz... my mind is in a whirl... i am feeling so weak... so bad in my heart... i hope things would turn around soon... T_T sigh.. i dunno how to face her during choir... sigh.. my heart hurst... *sniff*sniff* well gtg liaoz ~ see ya ~

2004-10-25T17:27:00.000-07:00

ah...... today i'm so free... t.b. i couldn't go out cos it was raining and my mum had to help my sis with her revision... so gald that y.h. has only a mild cough... for a sec i thought i spread my horrid virus to her... and i was forced to write in my sister's autogragh... i bu4 gan1 xin1 so i wrote it in my worse handwriting and wrote some crap lahz... lolx... man my sis is finishing all the almond cookies... and played chess with someone today... spent 2 hours and 20 mins on the game then draw.... so idiotic... -angry-... wasted so much time for a draw.... sigh... *sniff... spent so much time playing chess... then draw... sigh... bored~* wanna go out.... sigh...

2004-10-24T18:34:00.000-07:00

made cookies again... sigh... fun.. except for when my brother butted in..my bro so extra lorx.. coughed into the egg... irritating... he snatched the brush from me... and put words into my mouth... crazy lahz he... anyway... i think we shouldn't have added the baking soda... the whole biscuit became so fat...lolx... anyway.... it was a success this time... happy... =p sigh... well gtg liaoz ~ see ya ~

2004-10-24T13:15:00.000-07:00

going to make almond cookies again... note** not bacause i ate them all yesterday... bacuase my mum gave two bottles away...-sobs- cause she went to collect my medicine from my uncle and thought that it was kinda bad taking medicine for free them going there empty handed... so... sayonara to my beloved cookies... my sweat and blood... lolx... so... i have to make them all over again... hope this batch turns out softer and a little sweeter... sigh... hope i get well soon... so i can stop taking the darn medicine, go out to town and have fun ... i think i'll be going out next saturday... after seeing me doctor and 8.45am... can't wait... lolx... sigh... haven't been playing sims... y?? cos i am lazy to start the program up... so laggy... lolx... well gtg liaoz ~ see ya ~ ;)

2004-10-23T21:04:00.000-07:00

ah... feeling like i help acomplished something... i helped me mum make almond cookies... and erm... peeled and cut the prawns... also made chawanmushi [Jap steamed egg] lolx... bz day lahz.. was out walking with me mum and aunt at turf city... man everything shifted... but there was this unique shop... that sold earrings that required no ear holes?!?! just hang on the ear... lolx.. weird huh...sigh... very tired lahz... *yawn* but still i feel acomplished... satisfied... just the fact that my biscuits was a little hard... lolx... well gtg liaoz ~ see ya ~

2004-10-23T09:15:00.000-07:00

oh... my sim just gave birth... man the whole procedure was so funny... lolx... it was like suddenly... her stomach started becoming painful then she spun around and a bay appeared... :S the funniest thing is that her husband... came a little late... and cheered for her to push when she was carrying the baby... haw haw haw... anyway.... now.. it is so troublesome... need to feed... change diaper and all... sigh.. buy baby things... if i knew... dun have baby lorx.... lolx....

2004-10-22T22:26:00.000-07:00

er... school... was utterly boring today.... everything was going fine.. and Mrs Boh was going to let us watch spirited away.... that show is so nice lorx... i watched it like 8 times liaoz... but... was inrterupted by this stupid talk that we were given... took up 2 hours lorx... some more it was dead boring... sit there for two hours hearing some boring old talk... sigh... boring lahz... couldn't finishe the last part of Peter Pan.. lolx... but tis ok lahz... well gtg liaoz ~ see ya ~

2004-10-21T18:22:00.000-07:00

went back to school today... happy to see all my friends again... went to choir too... planning to have a farewell concert for our leaving principle... sigh.... but tis better that he goes.... i can't stand him... always mu[4] zhong[1] wu[2] ren[2] ... thinking he is so important... when we greet him... he doesn't even bother to nod his head or make any other actions... just ignore ok... irritating... even the last vice principle wasn't like that... she deserved ppl's respect... too bad she had to leave so soon... what a pity -sobs- T_T can't stand his arrogance any longer... anyways... there was a problem with me geog marks lorx... and i had to find my geog teacher.. but see was no where to be found... i searched almost the whole school like 3 or 4 times.... then when y.h. left... i finally found... whew... luckily it was before 3... if not... die lahz... er... she was actually in 3c2... it turned out that see did not add my 4th common test... suppoesed to be 67% she put 52%... big diff rite... luckily i found her... oh... and we r going to sing -When we hold on together- for our leaving principle... nice song... but not worthy of the person going to hear it...[toking bout the principle lahz...] oh... and we learnt a new song which.... was quite horrible... turned out to be an indian song...hard to sing lorx... and our S.Y.F piece is going to be posted soon... btw[by the way] Mrs Boh my art teacher... she join choir before and was in Soprano?!?!?!?! art teacher... singing?!?!? lolx... quite funny... well gtg liaoz ~ see ya~

2004-10-20T18:03:00.000-07:00

happy... tomorrow CCA resume... =p haven't gone for choir for like 2-3 weeks... ah... miss it so much... going back ta school tomorrow some more... can see all me friends again... miss them so much... feeling alrite except for when i cough... and cough... until i vomit... but generally fine lolx ... ;) hope i dun cough during choir tomorrow... it would be a disaster if i cough halfway when we are singing... i think that would be utterly embarrassing... then ppl will stare... =( that's n.g. what's worse... conductor wants to concentrate on individuals... so.. more individual work... sigh... thought of it makes me shrudder with fear... what if i mess up... ah... dun think liaoz lahz.. wonder what i have ta do tomorrow... missed out on maths lorx... chpt 15... must have homework i guess... 2 weeks never go to school... must have missed out alot... i guess... i hope i can catch up... next year sec 2 liaoz... more challenges awaiting me... sigh... i just hope i dun fall ill like this time again... lolx... well gtg liaoz ~ t.t.f.n. [ta ta for now] ~ lolx... =p

2004-10-20T15:34:00.000-07:00

Sigh... all my friends have gotten back their exam results ... well geog was the only subject that was quite... ah hem... bad lahz.. rest was okie... surprisingly... this guy got highest for 3 subjects lorx... me lehz... nothing lahz.. couldn't take my examinations... only part of it... and it wasn't very pleasant.. -sobs- T_T... supposed to beat siravut okies.. but i blew it... all because i was ill... ah... now there r problems... we are supposed to form groups for CME and erm... dunno whose to join... y.h. and I are thinking of getting 2 boys to join but... then again... maybe not... so undecided... oh... my sim got pregnant... funny thing is that.. she doesn't have morning sickness... :S... but i dunno... she got this ugly merternity clothes... walking around with a big stomach... lolx... baby's gonna come out soon though... i guess... till then... she can't do loads of things... and get tired easily... well gtg liaoz... ~ see ya ~

2004-10-19T14:58:00.000-07:00

erm... back from the doctor's... sigh... she said that i am down with another wave of infections... also ... fungus on my tongue and throat [however my mum doesn't think so] so... go a new medicine for cleaning the mouth... one sniff and u know it belongs to the yuck factor... sigh... let alone drink it... moreover... i need to keep it in my mouth for like 2 to 3 mins... ew... once it went into my mouth... i immediately threw up... all my lunch went down the toilet bowl... bad day... *sniff sniff* T_T well gtg liaoz ~ See ya ~

2004-10-18T23:21:00.000-07:00

I never felt so close to death... is like i couldn't breathe... almost died of lack of air... [not kidding] : i think my windpipe was choked and air couldn't go inside... felt horrible... luckily i managed to clear my throat... doctor says i need a stronger dosage of medicine... almost got warded... luckily i managed to ask my father not to send me to the hospital... now... stomach's hurting... sigh... it all started with my sis... sigh... hope i get well soon.. wanna see my friends again... -sobs- well gtg... have to face the doctor tomorrow... wah hah hah hah... more money has to be spent... i just hope i dun get warded... : T_T *sniff* *yawn* well gtg liaoz ~ See ya ~

2004-10-18T16:45:00.000-07:00

sigh... my sim was so hungry that she stuffed her face... cos last night she was too bz doing ah hem... something with another sim then never eat... next day... fridge no more food... so she went to stuff her face... lolx.. very funny... then so bz stuffing her face... didn't take the pizza in... whew... she almost fainted from hunger... sigh... i can't believe she actually ate 5 slices of pizza... at one go... sigh...

2004-10-18T14:00:00.000-07:00

sigh... was supposed to go to school with y.h. today.. unfortunately... got a bad stomachache... as in those type where u want to vomit and the food went into the wrong organ or something close to that.... sigh... had to cancel it and leave y.h. on her on with... ah hem... 3 ppl [boys] sorry y.h. anyway... i think i can't go to school on Wednesday... doctor's appointment again... sigh... sian lahz... =( *_* *yawn* bored... -_-zZ because i played the sims so much... mum scolded me... said i need to get my priorities straight.... sigh... so now she is monitering everything i do lahz... sian.... -sobs- sniff sniff... no freedom... like a caged sparrow... lolx... well gtg liaoz ~ See ya ~

2004-10-17T11:16:00.000-07:00

erm...finally found the lyrics for Anastasia erm as follows :

At the Beginning

We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a riverI wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey
I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
How our dreams would come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a riverI wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standingAt the beginning with you

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep going on....
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road and I wanna going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
In the end
I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you.

Journey to the past

Heart, don't fail me now!
Courage, don't desert me!
Don't turn back now that we're here
People always sayLife is full of choices
No one ever mentions fear!
Or how a road can seem so long
How the world can seem so vast
Courage see me through
Heart I'm trusting you
On this journey...to the past

Somewhere down this road
I know someone's waiting
Years of dreams just can't be wrong
Arms will open wide
I'll be safe and wanted
Fin'lly home where I belong
Well, starting here, my life begins
Starting now, I'm learning fast
Courage see me through
Heart I'm trusting you
On this journey...to the past

Heart don't fail me now!
Courage don't desert me!

Home, Love, Family
There was once a timeI must have had them too
Home, Love, Family
I will never be complete
Until I find you...

One step at a time,
One hope, then another
Who knows where this road may go
Back to who I was
On to find my future,
Things my heart still needs to know
Yes, let this be a sign!Let this road be mine!
Let it lead me to my past
Courage see me through
Heart I'm trusting you
To bring me home...At last!
At last!
Courage see me through
Heart I'm trusting you
yea...

well gtg liaoz ~ See ya ~

2004-10-16T22:53:00.000-07:00

er... pai seh... got this game SIMS 2 yesterday... erm.. addicted lahz... so played for the whole day today and yesterday hahax... lolx... =D sighs.... sth wrong with me com... game load for sooooooooo long lorx.. sigh.. had to wait 20 mins for the stupid taxi the arrive at destination... finished markinbg my sis'd work... erm.. did a bit of brushing up on my primary school work [chinese] decorated a paper for fun laughter peace and joy still haven't load finish... -stamps foot on the ground- anyway's me getting lazy... never study for 2 whole days.. sigh... must study tomorrow.. anywayz can't go grandma's house the play PS 2 hahax... still sick... vomitted out a very expensive dinner sigh... i think maybe i "defy" my MC got to school on Monday anywayz.. not feeling sick... erm... btw today there was Anastsia erm... tmr also have [wonder if y.h. caught it] erm... manage to grab a bit of the lyrics... lolx... erm.. oh and my sim was starved lolx... and one slept on the sofa the other erm... smelled her armpit cos she stank -yuck- and both still want a public woohoo... sigh.. still loading as slow as ever =( well gtg liaoz ~ See ya ~

2004-10-15T10:52:00.000-07:00

er... sth's wrong with the website i went to so... erm... took off the animations =( well gtg liaoz ~ See ya ~

2004-10-15T10:40:00.000-07:00

erm... Y.H. sorry but i'm not going back on wednesday... tis thursday... -sob- T_T well gtg liaoz ~ See ya ~

2004-10-14T17:08:00.000-07:00

erm... still waiting for wednesday when i can go back to school.... sigh... miss my friends...feeling lonely at home sigh... *Yawn* *_* well gtg liaoz ~ See ya ~

2004-10-14T11:06:00.000-07:00

Sigh... still sick... *_* have to stay home... can't go to school... missing my friends -sob- -sob-
T_T have to stay at home for another week... haven't been to school for -count- erm... 8 days... sigh... `cough`cough... the most horrifying thing is... can't take all my examinations... well sorta... i took lit and maths part 1 other than that... cannot take... some more m supposed to beat Siravut for EOY... all because i'm sick... -sobs- -sobs- well gtg liaoz ~ See ya ~

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